i really like being your friend so so much but i've only ever thought about you in that way not like anything different so feeling that way towards you even for just a couple of minutes was really confusing? but not bad is all i meant just confusing. which is why i really wanted to clear the air
it felt nice, yeah but kissing feels nice, so it's not a Big Deal
I don't really think of it as anything like - that either! And even if it wasn't the case I'm still hung up on my ex which is probably as obvious as 2 + 2 = 4 which would be the worst news for you if you actually did like me because then you'd have a thing for a pining dweeb😨
[UGH, he used an emote. He's so lame. So, so lame.]
[ yeah the mj stuff- she knew, of course she knew. and her gut instinct is to argue, be like, no, excuse me, you're awesome, pining or not, totally crush-worthy, but this conversation is already mixed up enough. the part of her that's peter parker's biggest cheerleader can be quiet, for once. ]
note to self: give hercules more hugs to avoid accidental bursts of making out when we least expect it
it was funnier in my head
i get you, dude. i mean that champagne was literally spiked with happy pills and i knew it and i still kept drinking it by the pint anyway impulse control is not my forte
and maybe we're not so great at doing that thing where we deal with our shit like healthy superheroes instead of letting it sit there until it goes boom not that it really went boom it was a mild boom but still a boom
i could always use a buddy to help me get better at that
I was a raging nerd!! 😒 Successful make-outs didn't happen until I was practically being handed my high school diploma I wasn't always the HERCULEAN STUDMUFFIN you see before you!
i know it sounds fake but i'm trying to beeee... better maybe the alternative is ignoring all the bad shit and just making out whenever stuff gets rough instead i dig this alternative but i'm not the one with y'know an mj and i'm not that selfish
You came over and helped a miserable lump clean his house and you gave him gifts even though he forgot yours. I don't think you're as selfish as you think But you know, I'm all for trying to be a better person. I'd like to be, too. It's all any of us can do, right?
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so so much
but i've only ever thought about you in that way not like
anything different
so feeling that way towards you even for just a couple of minutes was really confusing?
but not bad
is all i meant
just confusing.
which is why i really wanted to clear the air
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but kissing feels nice, so it's not
a Big Deal
I don't really think of it as anything like - that either!
And even if it wasn't the case I'm still hung up on my ex
which is probably as obvious as 2 + 2 = 4
which would be the worst news for you if you actually did like me
because then you'd have a thing for a pining dweeb😨
[UGH, he used an emote. He's so lame. So, so lame.]
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Not that I could never imagine being with someone like you!!!
because you're an awesome person
I just like being your friend too
and I was feeling
I don't know
so many awful things happened back home and
I guess I
I think it was nice to have any kind of feeling of
um
comfort
I guess
is the
word for it
some comfort for... all that awful
stuff
so maybe I leaned into it more because it felt nice
and like good things were happening
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I'll stop texting, now is the stopping, no more wiggly ellipses bubbles, promise
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note to self: give hercules more hugs to avoid accidental bursts of making out when we least expect it
it was funnier in my head
i get you, dude.
i mean that champagne was literally spiked with happy pills and i knew it and i still kept drinking it by the pint anyway
impulse control is not my forte
and maybe we're not so great at doing that thing where we deal with our shit like healthy superheroes instead of letting it sit there until it
goes boom
not that it really went boom
it was a mild boom
but still a boom
i could always use a buddy to help me get better at that
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good for you for never experiencing a bad kiss before
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I was the bad kisser in my past experiences.
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did you have a habit of incorporating your glasses into your make out sessions or something???
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Successful make-outs didn't happen until I was practically being handed my high school diploma
I wasn't always the HERCULEAN STUDMUFFIN you see before you!
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but yeah ditto
who had time for making out in high school anyway
[ gwen wasn't a raging nerd but a raging loser there's a big difference ]
lol
shut uuuup
[ no seriously shut up she's thinking about your stupid studmuffin mouth again shit
ok she's good she's over it it only lasted a second
but is this a thing now is this a thing she's going to have to worry about? damnit ]
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And_
you're right
We should work on dealing with stuff in a healthy way, as superheroes.
100%.
I mean, it sounds fake, but— I'll do my best.
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but i'm trying to beeee... better maybe
the alternative is ignoring all the bad shit and just making out whenever stuff gets rough instead
i dig this alternative
but i'm not the one with
y'know
an mj
and i'm not that selfish
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and you gave him gifts even though he forgot yours.
I don't think you're as selfish as you think
But you know, I'm all for trying to be a better person. I'd like to be, too.
It's all any of us can do, right?
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aaaand yes
right
so we're okay? everything's cool?
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Never weren't cool.
I mean I'm not that cool, but that's unrelated.
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but i'm glad it didn't turn out that way
obviously
but maybe one day you'll learn to be cool, parker
maybe one day
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well, i'll just have to keep doing my best, in that case. 😉